Over and out with an A in the paper and in the course

The essay went on and on, but again as with other courses I learned something, about the the subject matter and about myself, about how I can speed myself up in writing a paper. By Friday I was still writing and writing and writing, and off to Colorado I went, with paper in hand. I sat in a bar for three hours fixing. And I wrote in the spaces. and I got entrained and could see the light a little more, and knew what to say where I didn't know what to say. And I woke up Sunday Morning at 4:30 and wrote and wrote in the hotel lobby of the Westin Westminister in Colorado, and then reached this moment where I knew it was done. And off it went. A day later, the professor got back to me with a 90% and a 93 in the course. That's the second lowest mark I've gotten!! But it's ok. I feel very good, yet again. This has not been merely a graduate course in distance ed, but one in self esteem, and with each course I climb the ladder, up, up. It has been an amazing trip so far.

Breaking through

It's a little more clear what I have to do on this project. I was struggling all day to get the words out. Now I see what I have to do. I go through this on every paper, all seventeen of them. Then everything starts tumbling. I am learning how to do this much more quickly. Maybe I might even have this paper finished on time--or more less on time, get my assignments from Seneca, and my preparations for the next term and my insurance form in and, and, and,

An intro is born

Jim and I hashed out an intro for my essay by talking on the phone. On the one hand this is common sense on the other hand this is fuzzy. It is painful, it is...ayieee...I have no sense of corproate stuff. So I have do what I've always done as awrite and as a grad student. Read, re read, imagine, appeal to the Gods, eat my face off browse the internet, watch too much sopranos. Somehow it all comes together. This time, though it seems like there is not enough time. Help me God!!!

Last essay no time

There's too much to do and not enough time. I have no feel for the subject area so the progress is slow and painstaking. Help me someone help!!

off

Time to get back on track. It's like starting the ignition when the car has been sitting in the cold. God help me do it.

Changement

That is change management. Today is the Ontario civic holiday and that is all I'll be doing today ( more or less) is trying to structure the section on Change management. I think this essay will go better than the less. I'm into the topic. This is tying the loose ends together.

RM

Reading and writing my way through it

Change management implementation, performance management in distance education. Anyone home anyone know anything about this. While I was doing the course work, I felt frustrated that I didn't have much hands on working knowledge. Somehow I read and wrote my way through it. I know how to do that well, regardless of the subject matter. I will do that again. But I must move quickly. There is so much do aside from school.